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Tuesday, 05 May 2009

  • ~ WHAT IS THIS I FEEL?!?!

    What is this I feel?
    Can't seem to figure it out.

    Thought it should be mutual,
    But nay, it seems to be turning brutal.

    The heart seems to be sinking, rather than singing,
    It seems sorrowful, rather than Joyful.


    Why should it be so?...I keep thinking.
    When it all started, I could hear my heart ringing
    Like the sound of the ancient church bells, it was jingling.


    My heart tells me it's for real,
    But somehow I'm not sure I'm ready for the deal,
    For to accept the deal, will require a seal.


    She does not say the words,
    But her actions...they improvise for her lack of words.

    Her words indicate lack of interest,
    But her actions....Oh! They betray her interest.

    I've got to be patient, she seems to say,
    For my emotions I want not to sway.

    What is this I feel, I repeatedly ask
    It sure has been an endless task
    Oh Lord! Rescue me from this clueless mask!!!

    WHEN LOVE ACHES!!!
    xoxo 

Saturday, 18 April 2009

Wednesday, 11 February 2009

  • ~ WHY DO MOST GUYS SEEM TO BE SO SCARED OF COMMITTMENTS???

    Okay today I was opportune to have a chat with one of my friends from Bahrain who left my Uni on mobility to our Mother Uni in the UK (Nottingham). It was a wonderful time, after so long.... We seem to have had a lot to talk about, so we started with talks about studies and exam results, then all of a sudden we didn't realize when we got into personal stuffs.

    Now we got into talks of what next after Uni, and for now, his own plans for the future seem to be 1) Make good grades, 2) Get a good job, 3) Buy his dream Piano, 4) Get a Porsche. This is what he defines as settling down. I was kinda astonished to see that he never had any plan like "Get a wife and have babies". He even spotted that out before I could even think of asking the question.

    For him, there's more to life than getting settled with a wife and having kids. He just doesn't know why that's one thing that he finds so difficult to think of. Now don't get me wrong, life isn't all about marriage, but it really was surprising to hear that he had such opinion. "What if I just have friends and forget about having a wife?" He said, My response "Friends will not be around all the time. Besides, friends might decide to get married!!!" But then, his response is that marriage isn't one of his priorities, and he hasn't even met anyone he can consider yet....

    Well, he has his points, but our disussion today keeps me thinking about so many guys who might share the same opinion....or even stronger ones like his. I'm really wondering, why is it that most guys seem to be so scared of committments??? Why do they seem to freak out when the topic raised is MARRIAGE???

    I guess the guys will be in a better position to answer this question.

    XOXO.

Saturday, 24 January 2009

  • ~ UPDATE!!!

    Been away for 3days & 2nights...Was at Malaysia Bible Seminary, Rawang for my Uni's Christian Fellowship Camp. It was a very wonderful experience, as we all had fun playing and fellowshipping with each other.

    I wish I could give details of it, but I can't right now. I'll just add photos to my album, hoping that that will do. Feeling a bit light-headed after something that happened today. I hope to be able to document it later when I feel better. For now, I need more of God's grace to guide me through my current state.

    Got to go to bed now. Not feeling too strong.

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  • I'm Winnie... Single but not searching :) I'm an easy-going person, love people who are truthful to themselves, hate pride, and dislike people who do not mind their own business...gossips especially. I love the Lord with all my heart and I'm passionate when it comes to doing things that please His Heart. I long daily to know God's heartbeat, to put Him first in all I do, though it sometimes seems very difficult to do so. Emm...I love to help those in need. Got a lot of things I love to do at my free times...cook, read novels, watch movies, shop, hang out with friends or do something for Charity.. Well, there's a whole lot to know about me. You can only get to know me better if you meet me... :) :D

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